It’s been harder than I anticipated. Maybe I rushed it. Maybe I didn’t rest enough. Or, maybe this time, brain surgery has taken its toll on me. I’ve been feeling like I need to be stronger than I am, in all areas of my life: physically, mentally and spiritually....
Articles with the Tag Feeling helpless
Onwards and upwards!
If life has taught me anything, and more specifically Hydrocephalus, it’s that you simply cannot give up. You can get tired of the fight, yes (repeatedly!). You can take a break, for however long you choose. Ok, realistically…for as long as Hydrocephalus gives you a pass…but I think you...
Life without Hydrocephalus
Many of us who have this condition have been born with it and therefore don’t have any idea what it’s like to live without it. Also, you can’t miss something you never knew. I posted this on Valentine’s Day and have had a few people ask: “What’s it like...
What would you do?
O for “Oh no!”, “Onward and upward”, “Over it!”? Whatever it is, that’s where I’m at. Moving on should get easier, especially after consulting with so many specialists but… It’s as trying now as it was when I first started out! 3 countries later and I appear to either...
Forget you have it…
Realistically, on a scale of 1 to 10, how easy would it be to forget you have an incurable condition? More specifically, Hydrocephalus. I’ll admit, there are days where my memory issues come in handy in this regard. To carry on with life, as if nothing is wrong, is...
Looking after your mental health
Mental health challenges, are nothing to scoff at. I do believe that most people experience something (or even a few) that adversely them, at one point or another. I’m not ashamed to say I have my fair share of ups and downs. It’s never easy to deal with and,...
Hydrocephalus: Nothing about this condition is easy…
Anyone who has followed my blog and knows my journey, would have an understanding of where I’m at. But, in the interest of those who aren’t aware, I’ll try to explain. After last week’s vision loss and subsequent headaches, I’ve had time to think (aka, silently freak out!). My...
Hydrocephalus: Vision loss is scary and Migraines suck!
My central vision blacked out on Christmas Eve, while working, sending me into a bit of a panic. People’s faces were reduced to half an image and text was darn near impossible to read! I smiled at the receptionist on my way out of the office, whilst freaking out...
Hydrocephalus : Do you limit yourself when it comes to learning?
Fear…a driver for most (negative) things in life. It’s certainly blocked me from doing a few things. In fact, had it not been for fear, I now know that nothing (physically) would have happened to me. But, I stopped myself before I could reach that point. When I started...
Hydrocephalus: What’s the reason why doctors “refuse” to help patients?
I remember a time when things were so simple, medically speaking. You felt unwell, went to the doctor and they actually helped you. Illnesses like Cancer, which everyone knows has a slim chance of survival, depending on the stage it’s at (but it’s possible), were/are accepted for the fatal...